Poke me one more time and I will poke you in places that will stop working. Permanently!

g.How to start a blog post is one of the hardest decisions of life. 

Not to forget.. 'What title to give' to the blog post. 

Seriously. Where the hell is creativity when you need it? :|

F A C T  01 :

The urge to blog is DIRECTLY proportional to the amount of increasing followers the blog has.

Exhibit A :

Take this girl, for instance. Did I tell you she is awesome? Well, she is. Plus, she is fucking hilarious.

She has this blog. Started out before 2 months. Blogs about anything and everything. Some of them being absolute nonsense too. But, in spite of that slowly but steadily the followers of her blog along with the number of readers also started increasing. And, that made her dance around with excitement and blog too often. It got so bad that she would keep staring at her blog and the followers section all the time. And, would even stalk her followers.

She would log into her blogger account when she was feeling down and after smiling at her dashboard would log out with happiness.

She desperately wanted to send a 'thank you' note to everyone of her followers. Yeah, she was creepy like that.

BUT, as mentioned in the first line.. she was also A W E S O M E.

Also, here is her BLOG LINK. Do check it out.

Okay fine. 

Stop giving me the 'We know it all' look. 

No prizes for guessing.. That girl is none other than

*drum rolls*

ME. *grinslikeanidiot*

AND AND, Did you all notice?

I linked you'll to my blog ON my blog. HA!

In other news, I shall be educating you all about the 'Importance of Stalking' in today's world.

So who's excited? ANYONE? NO ONE? okay. :|

But, that wont stop me from writing nonsense. *evil grin*

So, here goes.

STALKING AND IT'S NUMEROUS ADVANTAGES

'Stalking'  (NOUN)

Pronunciation : 'Sto--keeing' 

 The noun STALKING has 2 senses:

1. a hunt for game carried on by following it stealthily or waiting in ambush
2. the act of following prey stealthily

Now, technology has made 'stalking' very easy. 

You no longer have to actually go out on the road and monitor every activity of your 'prey' (LOL) like they are on a porn movie.

You no longer have to wait for the darkness to creep in so that you could venture out in your 'all-black ensemble' and follow the 'prey' while keeping yourself out of sight and imagining yourself to be a Hollywood spy.

Facebook and Twitter has made it all the more easier. (Where would we have been without these two?)

ONE CLICK. That is all you need to know about someone's life more than they do themselves.

'Ek Click ki keemat tum kya jaano <insert random name of person who is anti-stalking> babu'

 Stalking is an art. One needs complete dedication and patience to be a well renowned stalker.

( If you're interested.. I can consider giving you classes to be one. Yeah, I'm generous like that. :P)

The advantages of stalking are MANY. I'll try to cover the important points here.

1. Firstly, Stalking is an art as I mentioned. It's a talent that is not given to anyone and everyone. It resides with only a select few. If you have the stalker instinct in you.. consider yourself lucky.
2. Stalking is the foremost enemy of the evil called BOREDOM. It's been reported that Boredom is highly jealous of Stalking 'cos when anyone starts stalking. Boredom is nowhere to be found. 
3. If you stalk you can proudly announce to the world that you spend your free time doing 'intensive research on individual (s)'
4. Also, by stalking someone.. chances are that you'll find some more people  who are stalk-worthy.
5. Stalking your enemies can be the BEST revenge ever. I swear. You will have so many points against him/her and whenever that person will do Anything bad to you.. you get to embarrass them by saying how they still wear matching underwear and how they cannot pronounce 'Ciao as 'Ch-ao' and actually pronounce it as 'See-yao'
6. Stalking will give you an excuse to write lame blogpost like these with even more lamer points. What more could you ask for? :P
7. Also, stalkers make really good friends ;) ( Read : I CAN BE YOUR FRAAAAAND FOREVER!!)
8. If your stalking obsession towards that person is negative then it can even inspire you to kill that person. AND, VIOLA. Here we have our Dexter. Part 2. 
9. It also helps you to find your 'mele mein bichre huye bhai ya behen'
10. And, Lastly.. < Insert your own Advantage about stalking>

So, now.

  IMPORTANT QUESTION.

Who who are gonna stalk me? :D

F A C T  02 :

Writing a blogpost like this will actually take you an hour if you have Facebook and Twitter opened where you complain to people about how your blogpost is taking so much time.. And, also if you  keep obsessing about Ryan Reynold's hot new look in between ( I so cannot wait for GREEN LANTERN)

*droools*

P.S- SEVENTY NINE FOLLOWERS! OMG. You guys are just the best. :)

ALSO, In memory of Friday. :P

P.P.S- I do not remember writing this blogpost. AT ALL.

Maybe, a ghost possessed me. Yep!

Till next time,

xoxo

Don't you piss me off. I'll blog about you.

Guess what?


G U E S S  W H A T ?


GUESSWHAAT?!


Okay, So.. How many times do I have to say these two words before you all actually guess? * makes a face*

Fine. Don't guess. I'll tell you all WHAT HAPPENED.

IT RAINED. Woohoo! :D

FINALLY THE MONSOONS ARE HERE.

And what makes it even more amazing is I GOT WET IN THE RAIN. And, even made colourful paper boats :D
Yeah, I am a show-off like that. :P

Dear Monsoons, You've been missed. So much. Much Love.

In other news, the HOT Facebook guy has LIKED my DP. Happiness all around I tell you :P

WHAT? Stop staring at me like that.
Let's face it. Enough of denying.

EVERYONE of us has a Facebook crush on a guy/girl from her friend list whom we hardly know and who happens to be unnaturally hot. And when that person likes your photo.. you feel like Chuck Norris ( in case of guys) and Elena/ Robin ( in case of girls).
(Yeah, okay fine. I'm a little biased towards Vampire Diaries. :P)
No one can deny this. IT IS A FACT!


Also, something funny happened today. I met a guy who was sitting beside me to give the exam that I was also giving. And, five minutes after I was assigned my seat and I sat beside him.. He looked at me and made an 'OMG, It's you' expression. I was flattered already.

Then he introduced himself and told me he recognizes me from my blog and that he reads my blog all the time. And, that way the conversation started.. And then we started to argue about something and after 10 minutes of fighting.. He told me and I quote.

'Forget I ever fought with you? What if I piss you off and you blog about me? Meri toh shaadi hi nahi hoga *serious face* ' :P

I couldn't help but laugh AFTER assuring him that I wont do that and considering how awesome I am.. I shall even find a girl for him. ;)


Haaye, celebrity bann gayi main toh. :D



ANDNADAND, We are celebrating.. 'You have to listen to these songs' DAY.

So.. Be nice, Follow the rules and GIVE THESE SONGS A LISTEN :D

- Everything by Lifehouse.

- So far away by Staind

AND, The final ONE. :D

Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

Liked them? Let me know what you think about them.
Also, share your favourite songs with me. :D
Mail me, you.

P.S- You can NEVER go to sleep when your stomach is dying of HUNGER. 

^ F A C T

Till next time,
xoxo

WAIT. What are you doing in my DREAAM?

How can people NOT shampoo everyday? No seriously.
I cannot go without shampooing. Even if it's for a day. I don't care how it makes me sound. But, it's a fact.

And, hair fall is a bitch. I swear.
It scares the living daylights out of me. Literally. I fear maybe someday I'll be devoid of all my hair due to the bitch named HAIR FALL :|

And to make matters worse.. I'm having strange dreams.
As in the dreams aren't strange. They are CUTE. You know?
But but but, the choice of people who are present in it is STRANGE.
Oh and my blog also made an appearance in my dream. No, it's not weird. AT ALL *grinslikeanidiot*

But, how can G be in my dream? That too in the lead role. I mean WTF?
We hardly know each other. Plus, he's mean ( Though it's another thing that I like it) and he is irritating and I want him to die.
But, we do have interesting conversations now and then. And, he's funny.
But that STILL isn't any excuse for him to make an appearance in my dream. And, here by 'appearnce' I don't even mean GUEST APPEARANCE. It's a FULL BLOWN LEAD ROLE, for god's sake. :|

I happened to confide about this strange happening to this friend of mine and he couldn't stop laughing. Laughed for a full FIVE MINUTES. (yes, I counted) He explains his behaviour by saying that It was very amusing to see someone being so much bothered about which person makes an appearance in their dream and if that person SHOULD or SHOULD NOT.
Yeah, I'm awesome like that.

BTW, you all do realise the fact that when I say I'm awesome.. I'm mostly NOT KIDDING. Right? Yeah?
Okay.

In other news, I guess P.P and me are finally talking. *dances around*
It's weird you know? Sometimes.. its' like I cant stand him. And, sometimes I cant do without talking to him.
'Cos he is the one person I can be completely stupid with.
And, because I love calling him so maaany names. Remember 'Polar Bear'? :P



In other news, Part 2.. LIFEHOUSE IS ONE FREAKING AWESOME BAND.

You all JUST HAVE to listen to them. YES YES YES. *nods head*
I cant stop listening to them. So awesome they are.
I say.. Start by listening to 'You and Me' by them. You'll fall in love. With the song.
 Aaand, want to marry it.  If you're me.

Plus, listening to them also reminds me about P.P. Maybe because it was him who recommended them to me. :)
And, because his DP IS SO HOT! Not that it's related. But I had to get that out of my system :P


'And I don't know why but with you I dance in a storm in my best dress, fearless'



Also, I have this exam tomorrow. So, no staying up at night today. F to the freakin ML

And,surprisingly the parents have taken to my not sleeping at night and going to sleep at 4 am and waking up in the afternoon quite awesomely.
I mean, the first two days I stayed up.. they were convinced I've gone crazy. But, now they are okay with the fact that I was an owl in my previous birth. I guess. Heh
To be honest, I didn't expect them to react to it the way they are reacting. I'd expected some lectures and rules and all.
To which I would have said.. 'Yeh zaalim duniya' and some other lines that I'd prepared..
But, alas. That did NOT happen. Good thing or bad? Err.

Anyway, enough of nonsense. ( Hint : This is when you all say.. 'No, it's not nonsense.. You make SO MUCH of sense' )
Go according to my script you all :P

This Spell Check is a bloody show off, I tell you. :|

'It's amazing how you and I run toward and away from each other all the time'





P.S- Shit happens you know? Look at your face for example.

How are you all doing?
Update me, man. Any suggestions or want me to checkout any song or movie?

Email me at pdblogspot8@gmail.com 


Till next time,
xoxo

You just DONT fit in my Life. And, I'm glad.

One week and 6 days of June later.. I finally remember to write about 'Memories of the Month : May'.

Yeah. I'm cool like that.

So, here goes.

Regrets :

• Not watching enough TV series
• Not staying up the night. 
• Not showing off enough to the concerned people (Dammn, man )
• Actually trusting D again in spite of the previous experience.
• Actually sending her songs again. Go, download yourself, bitch.
• Fighting with S. No scratch that. I don't regret that. It was FUN FUN FUN :D
• Being rude to some people I shouldn't have.
• Fighting with A. 
• Not talking enough to Kri. I miss you kaminee. :*
• Hookah and getting drunk like there's no tomorrow plans getting cancelled in my head. DAYUUUM!
• Not watching Hangover 2 YET. Kill me someone?
• Fighting with AM unnecessarily. Just 'cos I was bored.
• Actually asking AM to stay back. And hoping he would. Also, all the texts I sent him. Staying up for him. SHOULDNTHAVE

THINGS I ABSOLUTELY DO NOT REGRET :

• Jumping around like a deranged person for half an hour (Or was it AN HOUR?) after knowing my ISC results. I got 90.5 %m BTW. *grinslikeanidiot*
• Meeting AM TWICE. Also, adding him back to Facebook.
• Staying up all night talking to AM.
• IPOD CRAZINESS ALL NIGHT!
• Blogging like a maniac. I love you, Blog. I do.
• Making new friends.
• Everything with NISHANT DALVI.
• Tweeeting. And meeting some awesome people on Twitter. You all rock. You guys know who you are. :)
• Deleting some people from my FB LIST. And, yes it was intentional.
• Texting less. Not letting anything affect me.
• Downloading hell lot of awesome songs.
• VAMPIRE DIARIES OBSESSION. 
• Having a hot imaginary boyfriend like Damon Salvatore. ;)
• Accepting the fact that HE JUST DID NOT FIT IN MY LIFE.
• Annoying a lot of useless people. :D

ALL in all May wasn't that bad a month you know?

Came with a LOT of realisations and stuff. Lessons learnt. (:

Top 3 songs I was drawn to :

NeedtoBreathe- More time

Brighten-Without you

The Pretty Reckless- Just Tonight

Favourite TV Moments of the Month :

Vampire Diaries Season 2 Finale episode. When Damon and Elena kiss. And, when Damon doesn't DIE. :D

Movies I saw :

Band Bajaa Baraat. Loved it!

Something that made me cry :

Lots of stupid reasons which somehow did NOT seem stupid then *sigh*

A goal I had this month :

Be the laziest ever. :P

(Passed with flying colours :P )

A photo I took this month :

Haldirams.

P.S- If you cant win an argument.. correct their grammar instead ;)

Oh and to the people watching How I met Your Mother..any guesses who the mother might be?

Let me know ;)

Also, as you may have noticed.. Ze blog has been given a SUMMER MAKEOVER.
Plain is so in no? Plus, I did the header myself *dances around*
How do you like it?
TELL MEEE. Just drop a comment ;)

Till next time,

xoxo

Poulomi ♥

Music Monday ♥

These holidays.. the names of the days hardly make any difference.. Everyday seems to be a Sunday.
If not for my phone.. I wouldn't even have noticed that today is Monday and would have skipped the Music Monday posts again. :P

It's weird how the song I decide to share in the blog is NEVER the song I end up sharing.
I even forget which song I was supposed to share. And, then I just share the song that is stuck in my head OR the one which I'm listening to NOW.

So, today.. as usual.. I forgot the songs I was supposed to share.
All I remember was that song is  A W E S O M E. Let's just hope I remember someday which song it was. :P
And, hence it was decided that I'll share the songs that I'm listening to now.
BUT, again another problem..
I'm listening to TWO songs right now (on loop) and I cant choose which one to share between them.
( Inky Pinky Ponky has been done 10 times but still no winner :P)
So.. guess what? I'm gonna share TWO songs today. Woohoo :D

I've always been attracted to Musicals. And, hence needless to say.. I'm a sucker for GLEE.
The songs they cover are sometimes actually BETTER than the original you know?
They even made Rebecca Black's irritating song 'Friday' likeable. 
I hate to admit but I loved Glee's version of 'Friday' There I said it.
This song is actually a Glee original. And, I so relate to the lyrics.

The song's called Get it Right.

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cause my best intentions
keep making a mess of things,

Just how she feels..

I just wanna fix it somehow
but how many times will it take?
oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right, to get it right?

And, the second song is a recent favourite.Just give it a listen and I'm sure you'll love it.

It's called Without you by Brighten.

I could make a mess of a good thing
try to think it through think of everything
I'll never get engaged with a mood ring
and that's why I need you

I'll never look for love it will find me
take me by surprise it will blind me
I never know it could be right behind me
and that's why I need you
oh darling, I need you



Hope you guys enjoyed listening to them as much as me. :)
Let me know hat's your take on these songs. :D
[If anyone of you wants any of the songs. Just let me know your email id when you comment
I'll see that it's mailed to you :) ]


P.S- Ze blog is going to get a summer makeover today ;)


Till next time,
xoxo
Poulomi ♥

Can everyone stop getting a Blackberry?

I'm a Twilight fan all right. But, this is FUNNY. :P

BELIEVE ME. 
I type utter nonsense and shit in my blog. I do. Some of the things don't even make ANY sense to me and it creeps me out when I read my old blog posts.
 I pretend as if some ghost had possessed me and it wasn't me who wrote all that. Heh.
It makes up for a good story, you know?


So, I honestly DO NOT expect people to get INSPIRED by my blog. And, I'm not sarcastic or showing off  or whatever.
I HONESTLY DON'T.

But, when out of the blue.. I have people telling me how much they love my blog and how my blog was the inspiration for them to start their own blog..
 MAN, that means A LOT. Like a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.
And then it makes me behave in a creepy way. You know? Out of happiness and getting excited.
I smile like an idiot. And keep at it till 5 mins.

But needless to say.. It makes my day. And trust me, If you're me. Those days come RAAAARE.
And and guess whaat? Today is ONE such day. :D


The awesome Priyanka from 'Confessions of the Chocolate Obsessed' was sweet enough to award my blog this. :D
*grinslikeanidiot*

Thankyou so much Pri. As I said.. Totally made my day. :D


AND AND, This awesome babe, Janani started her own BLOG today. Could you guys do me a favour and just check out her blog?
She was one of the few people who completely supported me when I decided on starting a blog and I hope I was there for you this time like you were for me. :)
So, GO FOLLOW HER BLOG. Pleeeeeeeease.

Oh and MOMOS DO NOT MAKE YOU FAT. Just so you know. I wish they did though


H is behaving weeeeeeird. Like really weird. I mean we started arguing over this wallpost on a mutual friend's wall and then it got a little serious I guess. Not that we don't argue. WE ARGUE ALL THE TIME. And pull each other's legs.
But today it felt different. As in serious.
And, to make it all WORSE, this guy.. 'K' His best friend who once was a good friend of mine too but who I cant stand anymore HAD to poke his nose in and make comments. And, that pissed me off.
It's okay you don't like me. And trust me neither do I.
But stop poking in conversations between certain people. FOR GOD'S SAKE.
What is your age? 5 or something?
If you dont like me, you could as well ignore me. Why come and comment in the conversation that I'm a part of?

REAL CLASSY, BRO. No really. Mind getting a life? Would do you a WORLD OF GOOD. Kthnksbai
I don't think I'm going to talk H any soon. Though it isn't his fault. But, I'm egoistic like that.

Anyway, coming to the good part of the day.
Finally made up with S. Ego has been kept aside. 
I've missed you. Just so you know.

AND, Chicken Roll is awesome. Chillies are not. Same with Spicy Food. Argh!

CHEESECAKE. 

Can you believe I've never ever had one?

Don't kill me, Pliss. How about sending me a cheesecake? Yumyum. ;D


What about you all? What have you been upto?
Oh and any song that has stuck in your head this week? Share with me, you.
Mail me at pdblogspot8@gmail.com

I'll be waiting for my inbox to get flooded ;)

Much love,

xoxo

Poulomi ♥

Hey, Soul Sister.

Sometimes you suddenly bump into someone who just happens to say the same thing you say, think the same way you think, loves the same things you love and then all you've got left to wonder is..




'WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFE?' ♥






Because, It's been a week of surprises, coincidences and smiles.
And, full of that fleeting moment of joy when you find someone who thinks exactly the way you do. :D
Maybe it means nothing. Maybe it'll mean something..

For now, It's awesome knowing people who are just so like me. :D

Soul sister much?

Wake me up when September comes.

Yes, I missed my Music Monday post again. :|
Not that people have been flooding me with mails saying..

'I was waiting for your M.M today. Why didn't you post it? Why didn't you share a song with us? Why oh why'

Except that it happened in my head. Not in reality though.
But whatever.. we'll ignore that part.

Right now, I'm all blank. Nothing really affects me much nor do I bother much.
I stay up all night. Do what I want to. Be the laziest ever. Sleep at odd times and listen to all the music in the whole wide world.
I live in a little world of my own and I keep myself to myself.
No matter how much I'll complain about the joblessness and boredom at times.. I cannot deny that I'm loving every moment of life at the moment. :)

And, Technology is waay over-rated.
Cellphones, Internet, Facebook and Twitter complicate our life all the more.
It's like they complicate problems all the more, you know?

I've seen people breaking up and friends not talking to each other because of Facebook and Twitter. Not saying that those are the only reason but they do have a huge hand in it.
This amuses me. I mean we all hardly ever think about the power these social networking sites have and also their influence on us. It's crazy.


The other day I myself witnessed a couple breaking up and fighting on Twitter.
It was so ugly. I don't get one thing.. Why not clear out all your problems and everything privately?
Isn't a relationship supposed to be between two people and NOT the entire whole world?
So why create a scene and fight on these net working sites and let people who hardly know you or your relationship ask you questions? Or try to give (mock) sympathy?
Am I the only one who doesn't get it?

Then, as if breaking up like THAT wasn't enough.
The girl started speaking shit about the guy. How she hates him now and how she regrets everything etc etc.
I was surprised seeing that. Yes, 'surprised'
Let's face it. 90 % of all relationships end on a sour note.
'Break-ups' are hardly mutual or cordial no matter how much we'd think it is.
One of the two ends up getting hurt waay more than the other.
But still.. How can you start hate someone you loved and were in a relationship with?
Granted.. it ended in a way you never thought you would. But what about those moments you spent where nothing mattered except your relationship? Those memories you claimed you'll never forget?
What about them? Where does all the love you claimed to have towards the person vanishes now?

I've always believed.. 'You either love someone or you don't. There is no two ways about it'
So if you love someone you do. You cannot stop loving someone JUST LIKE THAT.
Hating is door ki baat.

Everyone of us have had a bad relationship where it didn't turn out the way you expected it to be. I've had one too.
And the break up hurt. But, that still doesn't mean I'll hate him. Cant ever do so.

It makes me wonder how people who were so in love can start hating each other just after they break up.

You see? This is one of the disadvantages of having so so so much free time.
You tend to think too deeply about everything. And, though I am not doing any deep thinking as such but this makes me question about what I believe in. ALL THE TIME.

In other news, I finally completed watching Vampire Diaries. Season 1 and 2.
And, now I have no idea what to do with my life. *melodramatic expressions*

But man, What a FINALE!
Vicki and Anna who were supposed to be dead vampires make an appearance in front of Jeremy.
Funnily, whoever gets involved with Jeremy dies. It's like he's an unlucky charm. Though Bonnie survived. :P
But, Jeremy is a cutie. Enough said.
I hated the fact that Jenna died. I so cried then. The way Klaus killed her. It was so sad :(

And, and FINALLY Stefan gets out of the picture.
NOW, can we have the Damon and Elena romance? Pretty Pliss.
I so love the tension between them.
And, when Damon goes to Elena to ask forgiveness. Not because he deserves it. But cos he needs it.
Totally an 'Awwwww' moment.

You know what?
If you start watching Vampire Diaries.. you'll realise that Twilight is NOTHING in front of it. Compared to the Vampire Diaries the plot of Twilight is bland and dull.
There, I said it.

Another one talent that I have imbibed during this period of nothingness is jumping from one topic to another. Like I just did. :P
It's weird to see where I started this post with and what I'm ending this post with.
Crazy no?

Oh and in case you all think I'm ending this post. Boo you!
I'm not. :P wont let you all have so much happiness no?

Talking about Twitter, the trending topics they have in these days makes me laugh out so hard and go WTF at the same time.
Eg : Today's most popular trending topic '#WordsbeforeSex'
If you're bored and want to laugh.. do join Twitter. Epic fun it is. :D

And and, I also needeth a favour.
Since, Vampire Diaries obsession needs to die a premature end now until September when Vampire Diaries Season 3 starts airing ( Dear September, Y U NO COME SOON?).. I need a new obsession now.
As in.. I need you guys to recommend me new awesome TV series to watch?
Do let me know. :D

Thought of the week : Virtual relationships are meaningless and pointless.

Till next time, (Yeah I'm ending the post. REJOICE)

xoxo
Poulomi ♥

Fuck this shit. I'm going to marry Damon Salvatore.

5th of June already and NO sign of College whatsoever.
Another month. NEEDTOWAIT.

I'm scared I wont get into any good college. At least not in the ones I want to :/
Hyperventilating much. And, I still have ONE FREAKING MONTH to wait.

Patience, where art thou?

 Life's.. just unfortunate at this point.
It's in such a big puddle of MESS. I know I should do something to fix it or make sure that It's the same as before.
But, frankly.. I don't care anymore.


If you want to talk to me.. you're welcome to. But, if all you want to do is complain or whine about how I never keep in touch and never reply your calls and texts ( which are non-existent BTW)
then

SCREW YOU! Yes, you. And, you too.

They are my calls and my texts.
I wouldn't want to waste it on someone who thinks keeping in touch (I hate this phrase BTW) is everything in a FRIENDSHIP.
Why oh why?
Cant people be friends without talking to each other ALL THE TIME for some days?
I mean seriously? WTF.

In case you didn't know.. I have a BIIIIIIIIIIG thing for SILENCE. And for people with whom silences actually feel nice.
Where you don't have to talk all the time but let silence do its talking too.
You get what i mean?

Now, with him gone. I dont even know who to talk to.
You know that point you reach where you're just tired of being misunderstood so you keep to yourself all the time? I'm doing that.

And, yes. I'm an egoistic bitch.
I make mistakes. But, I'll NEVER accept them. Nor will I say sorry. I'll wait until you say so.
I'll make you remember every bad thing you've done or said against me.
But I'm trying to change that okay?

So this is it. I'm telling you.
I'M SORRY. And, I miss you.
Yes, you.

WHAAAT? Don't stare like that. I have NO IDEA what to type next -.-

Oh great. Now even Twitter is acting like a bitch. Eating up my tweets. :|
Oh wait. I didn't refresh *sheepish smile*


*I'm taking forever to figure things out, man. Exactly how long does forever last?*

A LARGE  Blackforest cake and some money for Shopping would have done me good NOW. *nods*

SINCE I have another ONE FREAKING MONTH to waste away.. I've decide I'll waste it my seeing infinite movies and TV series.

My latest obsession : VAMPIRE DIARIES.

I cannot stop talking about it.

Man, it's so awesome. :D



AND, Guess what? I have a NEW IMAGINARY BOYFRIEND.




Guess who it is?




It's none other than..

*silence*



*drum rolls*

DAMON SALVATORE.

Ooh yes. Vampire boyfriend.
I'm just so cool, no?

*heart flutters*

*The best decisions are taken in the shower. Just saying.*

Because I wish you were here today.

Ignore the sucky poster.

You know how much I suck at drawing, don't you?

But, I still hope you like it. :)

I know you don't want to be reminded it's your birthday. But your birthday means a LOT to me. Just like my birthday did to you.

And, I hope You're happy today. :)

*Some Hours Ago*

Me : So, I turned 18. And, you are technically still 18. That means we are now of the same age. HA!

You cant give me those 'I'm elder than you' dialogues. #EPICWIN.

Him : So what? I'm STILL elder than you.

Me : BUT, you're 18. :| 

At least um, till 12 am tonight. Let me brag till then?

It's 12 am now.

And, you're NINETEEN.

Go on and give me those 'I'm elder than you' dialogues.. I don't mind. Lol JK, You're elder by just 10 MONTHS FYI. :|

10 months LATER. I'll be NINETEEN too. Revenge will be sweet then. :P

I hope you know what you mean to me. I need to have you in my life.

No one knows me the way you do. No one makes me smile when I'm angry by making those cute puppy dog faces.

Cause even when though we go with these long periods of not talking to each other and avoiding each other as if we hardly existed.. It's still the same when we talk.. Smiles, Fights, Me getting angry for no reason and you tolerating all of it and making up thereafter..

*Some hours ago today*

Me : I don't want to talk to you okay?

Him : And why not?

Me : 'Cos all we ever do is fight and you know what? We're better off not talking to each other.

Him : Is it THAT big a deal?

Me : *nods head in anger* YES!

Him : We've literally spent all our lives fighting. Is it still a big deal?

I love you for holding on every time I wanted to let go.

I love you for introducing me to SO many awesome things.

I love you for being sweet enough to talk to me when pretended to ignore you and started eating by Burger.

I love you for trusting me with your Hard Drive even though you know what a careless freak I am.

I love you for calling me up so many times all the time. And for being shameless enough to call me even after I fight with you and hang up umpteen times.

I love you for all this and so much more. 

A blogpost is not enough to tell you how I feel about you. But, I hope you know.

I'm glad to have you back again, and hoping this time our friendship not ending in a bad way.

You are my best friend, forever.

No one can EVER take your place. 

Happy Birthday to you.

May you have an awesome year ahead. :)

And, I hope all the trains call a strike and you don't get to go back tomorrow.

Incase you dont know. I'd choose you everytime.

' He hated shopping. Like MAJOR Hate. She loved it. Not so much now.
But, she always loved shopping for him. All the more cos he hated it.
He was being choosy about what to get as always and she was being stubborn to find something he'll like.


'What about this one? I think this T shirt looks good no?'


'No, it doesn't. It's red. And, I will look gay wearing that. Plus it hurts my eyes. So much of print. :O'


She got a little irritated. Doubted if would even buy something. 
Angrily she told him..


'Goodness. So much of drama you do while shopping.. And..


At that moment.  He said it. Didn't even let her complete what she was going to say..




'I think I still might be in love with you'


She wasn't sure if she heard him right. Kept repeating the words in her head.
Looked at him. Saw him stare at her eyes. 


And, at that moment she knew they were infinite.'


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In other news, Shreya Agarwal from Baawra Mann awarded my blog this..

WOW. *wipes tears*


Thank you so much. :D
*dances around*


See Mom? Told you I'd make you proud someday. *Tears flow down*


Hand me a tissue paper someone? :P

I cant wait to see you tomorrow.

You know that feeling when you are online on Gtalk (or any other messenger) even though you hardly have people to talk there and you just think of signing off when the person you want to talk to pings you?
And, just seeing his name makes you smile?

And, how you cant wait to listen all what he has to say and when even silences feel nice?

Even though you both fight as if there's no tomorrow and hate each other some much (Or so you'll claim) and cant miss an opportunity to be sarcastic or pull down each other?
And how you swear and make tall claims about never talking again but still talk. Sometimes a lot. And, sometimes just a 'Hello' and 'Goodbye'. But, you still do.
You know about that one person you can never let go of? Not in a boyfriend-ish kind of way.
But, in a 'they're too special to be let go of and their presence in your life matters' kind of way. (Though sometimes you'd pretend it doesn't)

I don't know what to define this relationship as. And, I think it's pretty awesome to be defined anyway.

So, here's to that special relationship everyone of us share with someone or the other.

Is it Love? No. But, it's a LOT like it. And, some more.

Best friends for life? No. But for a very long time, yes.



P.S- My blog completes 2 months of existence today. :)

Till next time,
xoxo
Poulomi  ♥