Fuck this shit. I'm going to marry Damon Salvatore.

5th of June already and NO sign of College whatsoever.
Another month. NEEDTOWAIT.

I'm scared I wont get into any good college. At least not in the ones I want to :/
Hyperventilating much. And, I still have ONE FREAKING MONTH to wait.

Patience, where art thou?

 Life's.. just unfortunate at this point.
It's in such a big puddle of MESS. I know I should do something to fix it or make sure that It's the same as before.
But, frankly.. I don't care anymore.


If you want to talk to me.. you're welcome to. But, if all you want to do is complain or whine about how I never keep in touch and never reply your calls and texts ( which are non-existent BTW)
then

SCREW YOU! Yes, you. And, you too.

They are my calls and my texts.
I wouldn't want to waste it on someone who thinks keeping in touch (I hate this phrase BTW) is everything in a FRIENDSHIP.
Why oh why?
Cant people be friends without talking to each other ALL THE TIME for some days?
I mean seriously? WTF.

In case you didn't know.. I have a BIIIIIIIIIIG thing for SILENCE. And for people with whom silences actually feel nice.
Where you don't have to talk all the time but let silence do its talking too.
You get what i mean?

Now, with him gone. I dont even know who to talk to.
You know that point you reach where you're just tired of being misunderstood so you keep to yourself all the time? I'm doing that.

And, yes. I'm an egoistic bitch.
I make mistakes. But, I'll NEVER accept them. Nor will I say sorry. I'll wait until you say so.
I'll make you remember every bad thing you've done or said against me.
But I'm trying to change that okay?

So this is it. I'm telling you.
I'M SORRY. And, I miss you.
Yes, you.

WHAAAT? Don't stare like that. I have NO IDEA what to type next -.-

Oh great. Now even Twitter is acting like a bitch. Eating up my tweets. :|
Oh wait. I didn't refresh *sheepish smile*


*I'm taking forever to figure things out, man. Exactly how long does forever last?*

A LARGE  Blackforest cake and some money for Shopping would have done me good NOW. *nods*

SINCE I have another ONE FREAKING MONTH to waste away.. I've decide I'll waste it my seeing infinite movies and TV series.

My latest obsession : VAMPIRE DIARIES.

I cannot stop talking about it.

Man, it's so awesome. :D



AND, Guess what? I have a NEW IMAGINARY BOYFRIEND.




Guess who it is?




It's none other than..

*silence*



*drum rolls*

DAMON SALVATORE.

Ooh yes. Vampire boyfriend.
I'm just so cool, no?

*heart flutters*

*The best decisions are taken in the shower. Just saying.*